1.
It was the first time I've called a group of sisters to repentance. When
I was in the Salt River Stake our district leader told the stake president that
our district had some of the best missionaries in the mission in it. At the
time I thought that was an exaggeration, but having left the district now, I
believe it was true! I miss being with some of the most obedient and driven
people in this mission. I woke up the day of our district meeting and felt
inspired to change the training I was going to give to a talk on obedience and
repentance. There
has been too much slipping in the district and too many times that the sisters
haven't pushed themselves (myself included). I boldly, yet lovingly, shared
some scriptures and passages from Preach My Gospel about repentance and
diligence and then told them a few things that needed to improve and then
invited them to repent. I was so nervous. Naturally my neck was red. No one
hated me by the end, and one sister told me later that day that she has been
praying for correction and that I answered her prayer. Things are improving,
but they still aren't where they should be, unfortunately. But I do have a
tendency to expect more out of people than is likely to be achieved. So
I need to work on that.
2.
It was Sister Rasheed's first time riding a bike! I taught her last P-Day and
we worked on it some more on Christmas Eve. It was so hard! How
do you explain to someone how to balance? You can't! We are to the point that
she can ride the bike by herself if I hold it and help her start or if she can
use a curb to push off of. I looked so ridiculous running around holding on to
the seat and handle bars of a bike that a grown woman was riding.
The bike
started to roll forward as the self-timer was
counting down and this is what it
captured.
Battle
wounds.
3.
I did my first dumpster dive. I bought a pair of earrings at Target and I
couldn't find them the other day. I looked all over and finally decided that someone
must have accidentally thrown them away when we cleaned up all the wrapping
paper and boxes Christmas afternoon. It was 9:30 in the evening, but I knew the
longer I waited to check the garbage the more there would be to sift through. I
grabbed my head lamp and Sister Rasheed and reluctantly headed toward the
dumpster at the end of the parking lot. We checked the recycling bins first
because they were cleaner. When that didn't yield a positive result I knew I
had to actually climb into the dumpster. I stupidly was still in a skirt,
sweater (complete with my name tag...#dignified), and slippers, but I just went
for it. I knocked a recycling bin over and used it as a ladder and then grabbed
another recycling bin and threw it in the dumpster so I had something to sit on
that wasn't a pile of trash. I hopped in and spent the next half an hour
sifting through the remnants of people's festive day. I didn't find my earrings
and decided to give up. I put the recycling bins back and went home with
nothing more than dirty hands, an appreciation for the fact that I've never
been homeless, and a pair of two year old slippers that met their demise. The
next day I found the earrings in the trunk of our car.
4.
I spent my first Christmas away from home. In all honesty it didn't really feel
like Christmas because of the weather so it didn't hit me until Christmas Day
that I should be sad. We had a great day though! I still can't believe that you
mailed my gifts to a member's home instead of the mission office so I couldn't
open them before Christmas! I inherited my poor self-control at Christmas time
from you and you had the audacity to limit me! We went to the relief society
president's home in Brimhall and had breakfast with her and her children and
grandchildren and opened our gifts. When
I opened my watch she said, "Look kids! Blessings of a mission! You go on
a mission, you get nice things." It was so funny. I got to take a nap on
Christmas day and it was potentially the best gift I could have received. I am
literally always exhausted. ALWAYS. My
right eye has twitched on and off for a month and I'm still not sure if it is
from sleep deprivation, stress, or an undetected case of epilepsy. Probably the last one. I'm dying. We had
dinner at a fun home that night and they gave us cute stockings with treats. We
ended the evening by singing with the entire mission at the temple. To be
honest, I wasn't that impressed with the recordings I heard of us, but people
seemed to like it. We all know I'm kind of a music snob, so I'm sure the
general citizenry liked it even though I didn't think we sounded that great. I
did rock my bell part though!
5.
I took part in comforting the first sister in my district to have a small break
down during my tenure as district leader. So many emotions all the time!
That's
all for the firsts! On to the last few
points of this letter.
A
couple in Brimhall does "Subway Saturday" with the sisters once or
twice a month so they took us out for lunch and it was hilarious. A friend of
theirs from another ward ate with us as well. I literally thought I had climbed
into a time machine and was having lunch with Brandon 40 years from now. He talked a lot about guns, oil drilling, the
military and other things, but the most Brandon like thing he said of the day was,
"the first thing I'm doing when I'm dictator of this country is kicking
all the Prius owners out!" When he asked about my family and myself and I told
him that he reminded me of my brothers and dad he said that I must come from a
fine family. Then when he found out that I had a degree in American Studies and
the men in my family had all or were currently serving in the military he said
that we were fine people and that he should fly out to Minnesota to meet my
family. He's crazy! hahahahaha.
At
Christmas lights I saw someone with a UNI sweatshirt on so I approached her and
asked if she is from Iowa. Through our conversation I mentioned that I lived in
Hampton and it turns out that her brother is Mr. Wempen, my middle school
principle! Her dad asked for my name so he could talk about me and I gave it to
him. I really wanted to lie because I'm sure the only thing Mr. Wempen
remembers about me is that middle school years were bad hair years for me and
that my mother called him a communist dictator the first month of our three
year authority figure/pupil relationship.
I'm
going to be honest. Things are slow
here. I feel like I'm in a hamster wheel just running, running, running and
nothing is happening. I really hope that
when Christmas lights end and when we have more time in our area that things
will take off. We have a mission wide fast this upcoming Sunday to find new
investigators and our wards are fasting with us. I know that will lead to many
miracles and I am so excited for them to start pouring in!
Today
is my 11 month mark!!!! WHAAAAAAAAAT????? Also, I'm having a crisis because I
realized my birthday is in 4 months and I am not ready to be 24. 24 just seems
so much older than 23. Where did 23 go? I
seriously JUST had my birthday month. I can't even handle this. 24 year olds
own houses and stuff. I can't even.
On
that note, have a happy new year! Set
some real goals this year. Include spiritual and physical goals. I am going to
read all of the Standard Works in 2015 for one of my spiritual goals.
Love,
Sister
Poppe
This is an
awful picture, but for some reason Sister Rasheed loves it.
Christmas
morning with our stockings.
Thanks Bri Bri! They are adorable.
These are
all of our favorite things! I spy a Smashburger gift card,
a fancy new watch,
Sperry's, and Resse's trees.
Sister
Rasheed said as she was opening the gifts from my family,
"How your family
know all my favorite things! These my favorite gifts."
Spot on family.
Spot on!
I LOVE MY
WATCH! I'm taking it to the mall today to
get it sized down though because it
is a little large.
All
bundled up.
I ran into
two members from Twin Knolls at Christmas lights!
Seriously,
I have been waiting all month to illegally hop the
little fence to take a
picture with this fake man.